Should i believe the words you've said it to me or should i not ? I'm totally fucking lost ! Those words you've said to me really very touching , but i don't know should i believe it or not ? Or you just simply said it for the just of the fucking fun ? IHATEDIT ! I really don't know whether to believe you or not ? I choose to believe you , thinking that you're not that kind of person . But when i recieve your msg , you totally hurt my feelings ! That time i cried , my heart is damn fucking pain ! All you said to me , is a excuse ! Is just a fucking excuse ! That time i was totally lost , don't know what to do . All you want is push me a side . Your words , your actions yesterday really very touching . I reply your msg as i cried ! I just know that my heart is just like broken thousands of pieces . I just simply hated it ! Fuck up ! I cried when i listen to this song called (Life without you) . That song really gaves my heart a sourly feelings ! After thinking back , i wish that was a good dream . Cause i can't face the fact . After your reply , i really wanted to give up already , really don't want to care anymore . But i just can't . I really don't know why . You just simply don't understand my feelings , my situation ! You totally don't understand me at all ! Why ? I hated this kind of feelings . I really don't wish to be toyed by you ! Untill now , my heart still fucking pain ! Haiss . No point giving me a explaination or excuses ! Damn it luh ! Don't wish to continue anymore ! Sick and tired of it !
Bye Guys !
♥Slient tears flow down as i watched you smile
